it's later
Feb. 16th, 2024 07:48 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
scottgalvinthings have been hitting me hard lately. i have a near perfect balance of work and free time. i treat my job as an opportunity for exercise and social interaction in addition to what it provides me financially. i do not go without when it comes to things i need and want. i am living the version of my life that i envisioned a few years ago and i am learning to accept that i can achieve anything i want. i am learning to be proud of myself without letting my ego put me above others. i remain aware that bad things will happen just like good things do. i focus my attention and energy on reacting to the now instead of worrying about what could happen and what has happened.
i am comfortable with my gender identity and sexuality. i am learning to love my physical appearance, perceived flaws and all. i buy myself nice things when i want them and i talk myself out of things i feel may do more harm than good. i own nothing yet i have everything i think i may need or want. i do not equate happiness with material possessions but understand how fulfillment from rewarding oneself can make a positive change to a person's mood.
the universe is teaching me things every day. when i am willing to pay attention and listen i learn a lot and am grateful to have enough free time to meditate and ponder each lesson. over the last 4 years i have learned when to listen, when to speak and when to reel it in. i've been able to accentuate the positives and minimize the negatives of my mental illness. i've become more aware of when my brain is doing the things that lead me to self sabotage, acting out, self harm and all the other things that have prevented me from reaching my goals. i remain grateful throughout the good and bad.
i continue to work toward goals i have and remain confident in my ability to reach them. it's been refreshing to look forward to the future and clearly see the light ahead. reaching this state of mind has been quite the journey and i look forward to what the future holds.
i am comfortable with my gender identity and sexuality. i am learning to love my physical appearance, perceived flaws and all. i buy myself nice things when i want them and i talk myself out of things i feel may do more harm than good. i own nothing yet i have everything i think i may need or want. i do not equate happiness with material possessions but understand how fulfillment from rewarding oneself can make a positive change to a person's mood.
the universe is teaching me things every day. when i am willing to pay attention and listen i learn a lot and am grateful to have enough free time to meditate and ponder each lesson. over the last 4 years i have learned when to listen, when to speak and when to reel it in. i've been able to accentuate the positives and minimize the negatives of my mental illness. i've become more aware of when my brain is doing the things that lead me to self sabotage, acting out, self harm and all the other things that have prevented me from reaching my goals. i remain grateful throughout the good and bad.
i continue to work toward goals i have and remain confident in my ability to reach them. it's been refreshing to look forward to the future and clearly see the light ahead. reaching this state of mind has been quite the journey and i look forward to what the future holds.
