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I definitely feel like i dont have much of a sense of direction, so im writing this to try and get a foothold on things. I’ve almost been working a month and next week i’ll have both my finals and my first ever psych appointment. I’ve felt very braindead lately but i think thats because of the sheer amount of information im having to take in, and not because of brain chem or whatever. Maybe anxiety though, it does play a part in how easy it is for things to stick in my brain. I need to slow down. I also feel like im at the point where i need to parrot ppl to let their words settle in and get hands on for whatever tasks i have ahead of me. Its hard for me to remember people’s names, which i feel really bad about T_T Im not sure if theres some sort of way for me to remember besides (once again) parroting the information. Yk using it until it sticks. I feel like a lot of information i learn has kind of evaporated from my brain though. I mean. Idk. I have issues. Maybe though I’ll start learning about bikes more with my clients :p i gotta look into mtbs again and ebikes. Specifically that Marlin 6+ lol! Anyway T_T still said some stupid shit n did some stupid shit but it happens. Forgot I want to go into work every day w concrete goals. And make sure i can do those goals o7